Warning: Not for the faint of heart!!
With Halloween behind us, I breathe a sigh of relief. I'm glad it's over. Every year, my middle children struggle with their ever increasing desire for all things candy and their desire to follow the light. One of our ministers from here in the Fraser Valley wrote a lovely excerpt on why we shouldn't be joining in on Halloween and for those from here I'm not going to re-iterate everything. EXCEPT for a few more personal reasons that he wouldn't have mentioned because a) he is not a woman b) I am more than a decade older than him and c) he did not have my upbringing.
So for starters when we were kids things were tamer. They really were. Everyone celebrated Halloween in our circles of church and school. Raising a child in the post-immigrant era would I have allowed the same thing for my children? Our parents claim that it was just for fun and there were no skeletons and tomb stones and zombies back then. It was dress up and candy. I can understand those reasons. Some parents find it hard (as my own mother did) why the new generation will not allow trick or treating and what all the fuss is about. I think there needs to be some understanding on both sides. We need to understand their decisions back then were made in a certain time, with limited knowledge (ie: no internet access) and more innocence. Maybe I'm "candy" coating it too much but I am trying to think the best of them and their decisions.
Now, they need to meet us in the middle and understand the seriousness of messing with darkness, celebrating death, and anything that reeks of such things.
We are children of the light - here is a text which showed me that watching CSI (the only tv show I watched for a few years) was not good for my soul.
" For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the LORD. Walk as children of light for the fruit of the Spirit is in all goodness, righteousness, and truth), finding out what is acceptable to the LORD. And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them. For it is shameful even to speak of those things which are done by them in secret. But all things that are exposed are made manifest by the light, for whatever makes manifest is light. Therefore He says:
"Awake, you who sleep,
Arise from the dead,
and Christ will give you light." (cf: Isaiah 26:19)
(Ephesians 5:8-14 NKJV))
I am sad at all the evil that I was exposed to by watching it, I learned things about the evil in the world that I really didn't need to know about. Being a child of the light does give us a certain innocence that we do well to maintain as it will create a light that will make those in the darkness uncomfortable. That uncomfortable feeling will either change their hearts to Him or totally turn them off. That's part of God's providence.
One last thing- thanks for reading this far! - the picture above can be scary or it can be beautiful. It really depends on how you look at it. If you look at from the eyes of light you can see God's hand in His creation and how He creates beauty in the darkness. To me, it's something that represents my fears, something from a nasty nightmare where I'm being chased. You see, I've struggled with nightmares and night terrors my whole life. As a hypersensitive person I can sense evil in every form. It is a gift and it is a curse but I can chose which it is. I can chose to look at that picture and not be scared. I can chose to see the light shining in the darkness. God wants me to. He wants me to hold onto that little bit of light and He wants me to see Him there.
We had a sermon several years ago and it really helped me put my fear of the dark into perspective. God created the dark. He is in control of it and it is HIS. He is not one on one with Satan fighting over the world. NO!! He is OVER Satan, foreseeing everything. He is in the dark and He is there with us. Does that mean that I am "over it"? No, I still struggle. I still leave the lights on to sleep if my husband is not home. Why turn them off if I don't have to? Then, I curl up and sing this verse to myself, to my children and to the LORD.
" I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O LORD, make me dwell in safety" (Psalm 4:8 NIV)
I may run scared but He runs ahead of me and He will always prepare the Way for me!! (I was never a very good runner anyway).